today jus awhile ago i learn an important lesson that i can do without my mother
cos she should be off work and i had 2 missed call from her so i decided to call her but no 1 listen as usual she will call back in a few minute but she didnt i begin to worry so i started calling and calling but no one answer i began to panic , i was afraid my mother meet a ... you noe some bad stuff what going thru my head what i calling her was what gonna happen if she not around anymore she the one who support this family and if without i dunnoe what will became of us so i found out even how bad i hate her in the past or i tok back at her and shout at her i really love her in my heart im really happy i had her as my mother and i dun wanna loss her i noe that everyone has to die someday so i really wish that day wouldnt come for her that was silly, no one could run away from death she who bare month of pain while having me in her womb hahs, i dun really noe how to say this but