opps....
i didnt blog for so l0ng
hmm
okay, my last update was 27/8
okay thn i shall say thing i did from money which is 28/8
i when to watch movie
at first we tot that we could watch snakes on a plane in princess
but in the end we cant =.=
angry*
lOls but nvm so we all go to cs and try
=.= but now suddenly they dun let ler
hais sad case, so nvm lar we go watch Love Wrecked
comedy show quite lame
funny
hahas
watch with weekang siyun and brenda

so aferward when to siyun house watch wo shi jin sanshun
before that brenda go home ler
so only i and weikang
then watch watch watch go home
that all
hmmm thn 29/8 boring day
i forgot what i did in school but i came home and sleep sleep sleep
i borrowed mp3 from my ah gong zhenrui
and i plug into the speaker and listen as i was asleep
hahas that was shuan de
i woken by the music but i continue sleeping it like i listening while sleeping
i wake up at 7
=.= thni ate my dinner and go watch show
oh ya! that was the day i found out im 62kg !!!
DAMN HEAVY !! i cant have this weight
i was so short =.=
great im doom
im FUCKINGLY SHORT !
okay, so that night nobody came home
=.= so i sleep in my parent room which my mother
and the air con was like COLD!!!
lOls
so wake up and came to school today
hmm

today, boring too =.=
but hey
miss azlina ( my form teacher )
say our class has done badly for our test
hmmm thn she carry on
execpt for Edwin,Favian,Sharul
got all subject pass
i was like huh?
is it true
lOls, i didnt expect that, cos my art i was like some do some nv do
and geo i did quite bad
hmmm so i was quite suprise but HEY
i nv pass every subject in my secondary life you noe !!!
hmmm maybe there was but i forget but hahas
i have some hope to promote now =)

so when home on a bus
raining so heavily
alight the bus and still have to walk a long way home
try not to get caught in the rain
then i saw dunice and evon
dunnoe why evon like so fuck up weird person siao siao one
so i say byebye and smile to dunice and walk home
at least she is better
then taht evon i knew from primary school
i push her down from her bike
OBI, cos her knee to bleed HAHAS
and then from the stair fall DOWN IN FRONT OF ME
rolling and rolling down the stair HAHAHAS
so funny

so now typing all these
and somehow felt a slight headache
hmmm so that all




life is so short to waste it
try to live everyday with differnt suprises
dun hold grude on other people that will make you bad
jus live happily and enjoy the max
even on a raining day you can still have fun
like playing in the rain =]
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hahas
okay i will saying smth biefly about ghost game
=.= i was dumb, choose another night to say
but nvm.
the show was about 11 candidates play some game to win money
thn the last game there were 2 winner
Dao and Yuth
girl and boy
thn the 11 candidate name were
Dao, Yuth, Kemtis, Jay, Kang, Kong, Kate, Kwan, Ant, Mick
1 more i forgort the name so sorry
i ask frend to go to the ghostgame web page which 1 cant (no idea why) they refuse to help mie
so i didnt find out the name
so.
the first nightm they went to this places where alot so prisoner plus soldier die
the first night a ghost name pailin (later in movie why noe the name) showed up
and fraighten a girl in spect into madness =.=
there 1 name i dunnoe , and i dunnoe this name kwan belong to who
the spect girl or a fat girl but nvm
but this ghost Dao and Yuth saw it too
so the next day the spect girl was eliminated
and thn slowly as they carry out their activity to test whether they have the gut to contiune the ghost to win their 5 million
the next day, Jay and Ant were sent home cos they saw the ghost and fraighten
and Kang was found Asma(dunnoe how to spell =/)
kong, kang sis, wanted to leave too but kang insisted her staying
and on that night mick went missing
and dao dreamt he gone into a room
so the next day may 9th in the movie
everyone have to go in this room to carry their activity
and Dao and Kemtis find out that they all gonna die in the midnight
that where they all panic
jay and kang who were out run back into the place and get their frends back
but in the end Yuth, Kate, and a fat girl refuse to go out
so Dao, Kemtis, Jay, Kang and kong run out
and in the room where Yuth , kate and a fat girl are
they met the killer who kill every 1 in the prison (prisoner and solider) plus himself
(now appear as ghost)
he slowly kill everyone, one by one
the process is gross so im not saying
to find out
watch it yourself =)

so ytd after watching the movie we take bus 28 home and i saw manfred, mathias
i wonder where they going
so we alight at our stops i say weiyi in the bus going upstair (in the bus)
okay then forget about them
and the rest im lazy to say

okay let me start what i did today
hmmmm.... i slept the whole day =.=
i wake ate sleep =.= wake ate watch tv
OMG im fat
damn
hmm just now at 9 i watch hero in channel U
i wasnt expecting the show to be showing like this
but its nice too
showing a guy name nameless(jetli) going to assinated the kind of qin
with the help of sky(donnieyen), flyingsnow(zhangmanyue) i think her name was spelled like this), and brokensword( liangchaowei) the show was like so fast=.= every happen too fast
oh, must not forget moon(zhangziyi) cos she oso a character in the show
hahas
the ending song was sad
nameless swordsmen , flying snow and broken sword died in the end
that made everything sad =.=
oh well, tml havin school
better sleep quick =)
good night everyone
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Today 26/9 was actually a day for my to lose my weight
i was actually thinking of going to frend house de gym =.=
hmmm in the end, weikang, siyun, haowei, and weicheng ask me go his house
then say go escape
then suddenly say dunwan go liaos
say go watch movie bah
but watch what movie lei?
i was thinking ooh no !!
cannot tml going watch movie with brenda
and we going watch either snake on the plane if cannot then watch love wrecked
THEN I DUNNOE WHAT OTHER SHOW LEFT
so later on when we decided to watch movie
we called nengli down to watch with us
actually ask brenda de, but she didnt answer de call
so we 6ppl when to watch the movie
we went century square
and in the end decide to watch ghost game
OMG scary movie
i heard it nice horror
i didnt felt anything actually at that tym , it jus a movie
but now as im typing now, im gonna sheiver
OMG so freaking sadist
it like horror , gross
=.=
dammit, i'll say the story tml


so after watching
we went back home
cos i lend weekang long pant and wear so i have to return
so go his house first thn change ler go mac
weikang eat only
then we go tree garden
which is jus below my block
slack alittle
tok alittle
and we went home
OMG i dunwan blog ler, thinking of that movie
i scared liaos
dunnoe why now scared
!!!!
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ytd, friday
after school so sien so i go to tana merah
wahahas eat of cos
hmmm, going soonhian to wait for him
omg he is slow
but the moment i say slow he came out
=.=
okay then, go to eat and everything
he show me some despo
LOLS
those are hunter hunting for prey /e5
so after i got on the bus 17 to go home he went home too
but wait !
the bus driver is scary
he didnt smile at most of the passenger
BUT, he look at me and smile =.=
at first i tot so funny and i smile too
but slowly, slowly he keep lookin at me and smile
EVEN WAVE SOMEMORE
OMG this is creepy
is he crazy?
well nvm i found a seat and i sat down
and nv look at his face again
and after that the stops reaches my house and i went home
=/=
that was ytd

so today
Omg, going to escape theme park?
i dont have money to cope with so many activity!!
cos tml im going watch movie
im GONNA BE BROKE
PLEASE LORD let my father give me pocket money as fast as possible
/e5 /e5
hahas
hey do you realise i used /e5 a few times
in ragnarok online /e5 is a emotion
the emotion was like closing the eye, having a bush and shakin the head
so it was a very good emotion to use for me that is
i like to use this emotion, it sort of like a very impt emotion
so going to escape, 16.50 DOLLAR !! expansive
it like i can do alot of thing with this 16.50
e.g buy clothes
hmmmm, so are we jus going to escape and play?
i was wanting to cut fat for next PE lesson height and weight
if i cant grow taller, i must be lighter
!!! i wan go tough club
LOLS i dunnoe how spell but they sound similar
okay then i'll stop here

=)







i must lead a wonderous life
if that happen, i'll be the happiest person in the world
so that i won't wasted this life time
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the portion of the head closer to my neck
HURT ALOT
its damn pain so i cant blog for today
sorry =/
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today
nengli they all say going to watch america haunting
at first i tot brenda is going cos i promise her im goin with her
BUT SHE NOT THERE
omg =.=
lOls nvm i will amend to you next tym brenda , sorry
thn okay nvm
THE MOVIE SUX
its isnt scary i dun even understand it
some part of the show made me laugh
it was like funny
nvm since we watch at princess, 5 dollar only
nvm bah
thn we go walk around explore
LOLS i doesnt have the memory of walking around in bedok
so i followed them
and then went home
so boring

went home
when i saw soonhian online
i appologise for not waiting for him
and i explain
and wtf?
say i sux, say i horny bastard
i hate ppl calling thing
im so piss off
i dun think i wanna tok to him
there i am saying sorry to him
and he at there scolding me?
ok, im just nobody
I have no rights in anything at all
im jus alone, i stand for myself
and nobody will be there for me


im sad...
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today is a tiring day
straight after i got home, i pack my cupboard
bcos it in a mess for afew month i say?
so after taking out the unwanted clothe i went to bathe
"my nose cannot tahan these kind of dust"
it was so relax afterward
i ate my lunch
and i does off =.=
and here goes my dreams...

from the very beginning that i could rmb was
i was thristy, so i bought 3 packet of cold drink
i havent open it yet, and i saw hanhtoo
(lOls from all the ppl why i saw hanhtoo)
i dunnoe why but we seem to have a alittle fun
chasing him that is =.=
he run fast, but so am i
to gain more speed i drop my plastic bag and catch him
what come next i dun rmb.
then the next thing i noe is i was at home
and i rmb my drink so i decided to when back and take it
of cos take the lift to the first floor
this is a weird lift
bcos i have other nightmare on lft when i was younger
even now i oso have it
i noe this is going to be like the other dream
though i still not sure hwo to deal with it
so i press the button and the dorr open
i was in the middle of a floor so the top was like only a little opening
of cos i cant go out
what if i try and the lft suddenly start moving
so i close the door and the lift begin to go down
the sight outside the lift is not anywhere like my block
kinda like watching a scary movie
the lift now slowly move downward and it come to a point wher i dun feel it moving
so i shake the lift to go down
when i reach the 5th floor
i saw the malay boy from my class
i dun like some of them
or mayb jus one of them
they call me to get out of the lift now
who noe where the lift will go and where the lift will open it door
so we quickly force open the door and i quickly got out
for dunnoe what reason
the malay boy are in the litf =.=
now that is weird
i didnt care, cos i nv like them in the first place
when i get out, did i saw weixiang following me?
LOLS
dun care about that
so i continue walking to get out
and i found myself on the highest point in a carpark
i saw many ppl from my school as we are in the uniform
you noe how high is a carpark
bcos it still under construct maybe we can go down
and bcos the lift is in that shape
we are like force to jump down
i notice there are some cloth lead straight to the ground
the cloth was in green and it is attact to the edge
is that cloth gonna support us down? how is it gonna work
so the idea is to jump down
some ppl try to jump and was success until a guy died in the process of jumping down
the cloth somehow help us slower the speed to reach the ground but any wrong move
you noe what happening
everything is in a state of a mess
every one panic and start to talk around
there isnt any one around the carpark so we are in trouble
then i suddenly rmb there ought to be someone having there handphone
so they can make a call and ask for help
so we are like noe where we are and there are some frend living close to this carpark
then out of no where
this prefect name joanne tan appear =.=
LOLS some student say help us call this person in this block (pointing toward the block)
and she like 'ok' and rush to that block =.=
omg superwomen?
HAHAHS
okay, then suddenly alot dare-devils started to jump down the carpark
thn my eye caught the attention of some girls
trying to practice the timing to jump down together
they are lik having fun until one girl went to close to the edge and while she try to balance herself
she fall, and i saw it
as for her frend, they were laughing at her action when she try to balance
and they didnt notice she has fallen off
head first and back facing the ground
she died terribly.
until her frend noticed it was already too late
now everything was in mess as i said and jus a minute
almost everyone had made their jumps
and i was among the last so i panic
im afraid but i took a deep breathe
and without think about anything, i hop out
the cloth really help and i landed on my stomach ...
it was abit painful but i was safe !
rmb the guy who died? i manage to ask someone who was it
though there gimme an answer, i still dunnoe who it was
or maybe i have some rough idea who was it
then suddenly a person appear
saying us what survive blah blah blah
crap =.= so my frend and i was walking away and thinking of going eslewhere
suddenly ! i saw hafiz ( one of the malay boy)
didnt he is in the lift?
or he survive it
he was mention smth about frend and started to cry while talking
i couldnt help but say the face look cute , LOLS
and when i turn my head to the other side, WTF?
another hafiz?
lols 1 on my right 1 on my left
he did mention his name but i dun rmb
so suddenly those ppl who stay behind started running to somewhere
it seem they have a destination
i was curious and decided to follow
so the next thing is i found myself runing up some stairs and i saw 4 room
the paper in front of the room was 'chinese' , 'malay', 'chinese and malay'
i didne see the 4th one
now small jeremy and soonhian appear ! lOls
and we went in the chinese and malay room
and there are computer =.=
Lols wth? there is no link
so the dream ended in the room
and i nv seen the 2 hafiz from then

it may seem to be weird and a retard dream, but the experience that i experiencing in the dream
is fun, and frighten at time
oh dear, i still have to finish my chinese homework
gtg , blog the next time
bye =]
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hais,
today nth to blog
well let see
today english lesson miss tay like abit happy abit siao
lOls dunnoe her attitude
ever-changing
never once constant

so art lesson we went to the room beside art room
and we did nth again =)
for the rest of the lesson was boring and finally
the SPA
i went for a spa, it was so relaxing
AS IF
it was biology practical
lOls chop the banana into small pieces
after doing my experiment
the left over of the banana seem to be rotten
EEEEEwwww !!
disgusting side
lOls but overall
it a fair result
just that i dunnoe how to answer my qns =.=
lOls
after that go mac with that soonhian
he alway eat mac
he will nv be fit =.=
wahahahs it is always lying to himself that he is not fat
LOLS
well
after that i went home and that all

what a boring lyfestyle =.=
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To all my secondary 3 friends
IN my class
well maybe other classes
or to every ppl
well
get to the point

in the rate you are going
especially to some of the ppl in my class
you are going to
RETAIN
lOls i perposely make go big and bold cos to me
its a holy word
o hate it so much since i retain
LOLS
but nonetheless
i will try my very best to promote
and i wish everyone of my friends in secondary to DEMOTE!!!
since i cant promote
hahas but it impossible so i wan them to
RETAIN in sec4 next year
wahahahahs
okay get back to point

you guys arent serious in lesson
you guy dun hand in your homework
you guy dun score well in class test
you guy never even lesson in class
how are you suppose you are going to promoted
you all are having the capital R in your forehead
wwhich mean retain
im gonna see how many ppl are retaining this year
i felt so sad for daniel
he dun even wan to promote to sec4 next year
and why do you come to school everyday for?
to get scolded by teacher?
does that gib you pressure
i think you should at least learn smth
and go to work
or you will be useless and people will look down on you
but i dun think you will listen anyway
i really think that you all should buck up
do your homework
listen in class and score well for test
that should be the way
and you can get to sec4
if you do well this term and final term
you will still get a chance
if you give up now
you will be retain
well
when saying this
i am making myself a wake up call to let me finish my chinese homework
and i shall go study for abit
hahahs

that all =)
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i felt sad for all the ppl who watch " Long Hu Meng "
before 18 aug or 17 aug
cos i watch it for only 5 dollar !!
it so cheap
and its a great show
it inspire me to learn martial art
it so cool
it so strong
their action are so beautiful
hahas,
the favorite character for me is the wang xiao long
his skill is the best

only 1 word to descirble

fabulous
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ytd didnt went to school
jus doesnt feel like it
so tired
so i stay at home and sleep
now i noe why i go to school everyday
i was force
if i stay at home and not going to school
i will gone bersek from listening to my mother crazy screaming
it damn irritating
it like she will tok whatevery bad thing into you
the thing i nv done before also will say like i done before
it driving me crazy!!
i had it
i have enough of my life
it so damn piss
but finally my mother gone quiet
and i was able to sleep
and i dream
i had 4 different dream
all the dream are quite lame

well i shall not say about my dream
i let it to you to decide what my dream are like
so later on im going out
yay fianlly i am able to go out, instead of staying at home
hahahs
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well another moody day
wake up late
thkx to my family making so much noise making me unable to sleep
as you see i sleep in the living room
pathetic right
whatever noise they make
i can hear it loud and clear
so i cant sleep at all
jus went i almost gone to lala land
a sudden loud noise (either toking or banging on smth)
woke me up again

so damn piss off in the morning everyday
you see, in school
i dun felt belong in there
last time i enjoy going to school bcos all my frend are there
but due to retainment
all the frend seem drifted away
seem like im alone there
felt like going go school is meaningless
and everytym i had to piss of jus to go to school
why should i go thru this pressure in the morning jus to go to somewhere i doesnt belong anymore
having the pressure of not wanting to be late
it a torture
and in school
i have to keep my calm due to some irritating human being
jus so noisy
calling ppl names, insulting ppl, bullying ppl
if i lose my cool
we will have to call 995 resasure that
so far i yet really punch somebody
and i nv once had the idea of it
and after a hard day of school
i have to go home and face the moody swing pro family
one minute happy another minutes angry
and i have to piss off from this miserable life
and i don't even get some privacy

i keep telling myself each day
what are friends, what is the definition for it
what do they serve in life
do i have that what they call 'friend' ?
what did i do to deserve all this irritation
i never scolded a person
i never hit a person
so why am i a bully's target
calling me name
and i when i try to defend myself
those irritating bastard alway say much more hurting word to me
i felt like i had enough

i dunwan to continue living like this
i have no where to vent my anger except myself
sadly to say
i have been crying myself to sleep these few nights
why do i deserve this
it all had to be blame by me
for retaining, so i loss my frend
for havent been defending myself the first tym they bully me
for everything in my life
i blame myself with the possible reason i can think of
i deserve everything...
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today 16 of august
as per usual
i woke up quite late
IM WAS SO SLEEPY
i dun even feel like going to school
i hate school now
it seem that, i dun belong there anymore
every since i retain
deep inside me has gone into depression
i still rmb that day when i noe im gonna retain
i was so regretful
i wasnt myself that day
i was so surprise that i failed almost every subject
that day was the most painful day of my life
i jus wan to escape the fate that im retaining
i dunwan ppl to look at me
saying ' aiyo , this is the boy, who repeat his sec3 '
im afraid to be label the ' lazy ' student
that day
i went home, without opening my report book
deep inside, i knew im gonna retain
but i still carry a little hope that im not
but when i reach home
i opened my book and i saw that im not promoting
i have broken down
i was sticking to the place where i sleep everyday
i covered myself with the blanket and
i cried....
i blame on everything
i blame on doesnt have a room, doesnt have a private place where i can have a good study environment
i blame on my english teacher, for failing my english
i was desprately blaming on everything
in the end
i blame myself
for not studying
for not trying to listen in class
for not sumiting homework
i cried endlessly
i don't know what should i do
i ask my mother whether she will be able to persuade me to promote to sec 4
but that freaking sng didnt agree
i promise to study hard
i promise to get better grade
i promise for anything
but, it still disappoint me
and i was in a moodless emotion for the next few week
i even though of ending my pathetic life
i jus dun wanna life any longer
in disgrace and dispair
in the end, i though ending my miserable life mean nth
i have to continue living
though im afriad my frend will nv be my frend anymore
i tried my hardest to continue
but today
im so sad
i felt so empty
i felt like no one care about me
even when im talking about my past
i have this emotion that i wanna cry again...
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ytd, after school we had to go for Chemistry Practical
oh i suddenly rmb that
once we had to be in group to do some group work
thn we have to have a group name
and 1 of a classmate name us
CB
LOLS, wait it doesnt mean what you think
he thn write Chemistry Book
that is so lame =.=

okay back to the practical
we have to take a test tube
pour hydrochloric acid in the tube
thn put magnesium, zinc, and copper in diff test tube
bcos we found out that when magnesium come in contact with hydrochloric acid
we half fill the test tube with hydrochloric acid
and we put as much magnesium in
not only magnesium, we put all 3 different item in
and alot bubbles was produce in an incredible speed
it was like fun when you are doing it
we are like trying to find out whether it was explode anot
hahs
quite dumb actually now that i think of it

so after the pratical i went to a frends house
and watch some stupid naruto =.=
damn episode like 'laughing shino'
so damn lame =.=
in the end i didnt get to watch what i wanted
and i went home for the day
quite wasteful
cos life are jus so short and we are wasting it everyday
we should go out and get a life
enjoy the most out of everyday
that what i think

and every night, when i was about to sleep
i kept thinking, why life was created
what was the motive for it
what should we do in our life
i keep thinking, do i have frends?
do i have someone that will be by my side forever?
will frendship last forever even when we are not in the same school
will the frend we noe be as close if we are not in the same school
what should i do when i get old
nobody can run away from the cycle of life
and above all..
what will happen to me after i die
well that the question i alway think
maybe not all the question on the same day
and not everyday i will think of these
but, it like suddenly will think of it

so i guess nobody can answer me then...
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i really think that my 'ahgong' have period =.=
he seem to get angry easily these day
jus for example
he spoke to me jus now and scolding me
weird huh
wanna noe why
this is how it goes
[23:19:53] RuiX--------: i hate u all lol
[23:20:07] RuiX--------: all fuckin stole my song name and put as nickname in someway or another
[23:25:21] Yuusuke[] ユウ: =.=
[23:25:25] Yuusuke[] ユウ: you mad?
[23:25:34] RuiX--------: of cuz la
[23:25:35] RuiX--------: knn
[23:25:38] RuiX--------: cb lei
[23:25:45] RuiX--------: like someone stole my idea or something liddat
[23:25:47] RuiX--------: ...
[23:25:54] Yuusuke[] ユウ: what thing?
[23:26:04] RuiX--------: UR FUCKING BLOG NAME
[23:26:09] Yuusuke[] ユウ: oh
[23:26:13] RuiX--------: UnholyConfessi0ns.blogspot

erm=.= it was like hello i didnt noe this name was a song,
i ask my frend what to put as the blog url name
and they gimme some idea and i choose this
=.=
he really has smth wrong with his head
i wonder what cos him
wanna help him to relax alittle
but dunnoe what to do
he seem stress? i dunnoe


I SORRY LAR !!! AH GONG!!
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hmm this is for ytd post

wahahahahahahs!!
ytd whole day nv on my com
those ppl who misses me im sorry >.<
lOls, i was so lazy ytd that i lie in my sofa the whole day
watching pokemon, masked rider 555, pretty cure
blahblahblah
thn i eat and sleep, sleep sleep
until my mother wake me up
and say wanna go my sis hostel
is this how they spell?
and i say go for what?
she ay that we are going IMM
HEY
IMM i rmb 1 year ago 'we' went there
and we play alot of thing, we even took a picture of a butterfly
haahs that bring back alot of memory
but on second thought
there isnt much to buy in IMM, most of it are thing that for house's use
hmmm, but thinking that i was in the sofa the whole day
i might as well go out alittle
and i did,
so we went and shop shop but it was so late =.=
and i didnt buy anything at all
waahahs, well that was boring,
i had two picture of the view outside from my sis hostel
what i mean was the view she will see when she at her hostel door

hmmm..

hm...
hmmmm...

but since the web page to upload my picture doesnt work
i wun be showing anymore >.<
sorry LOLS
quite dumb actually
i trying to make my blog exciting by putting picture
but maybe next tym
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I dunnoe what should i blog about today
nth exciting happen
went to school and study the whole day
and then went home
one good thing, i didnt eat mac today
HAHAS!!!
it good cos eating it everyday is so fattening
so unhealthy

today is the day where i should go out
with that frend i noe online
but i didnt go in the end
so sorry !!
it your birthday, i should acompany you
but i didnt, i hope you didnt mind
that your birthday isnt exciting today
im so sorry, i hope i can make up for today

so boring my life, nv had any fun at all
i jus wish that i havea group of frend
and we all can have adventure, story
and many kind of exciting events happening to us
sound like reading a story book or watching a tv drama
hahas.
seriously, if life isnt liddat, it so boring and dull
if life were like drama, it is so wondeful and exciting
made me want to life more =)
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Its so boring everyday
today i didnt go out, i didnt do anything
i just stay at home watching my fats grow =.=
omg, im so heavy
starting of this year i was like 55kg
and now ! im going 60kg
it was like a nightmare
i wan to lose this weight
a frend told me that judging from what i am
it is difficult to lose weight
he say i should do some boldybuilding
hmmm...
but how am i going to do that?
bodybuilding isnt in my dictionary
i dun never when to a gym before
never knew how to use the item in a gym
this is a disaster
maybe i can go to a frend condo
and went to his gym and ask his how to use
but im jus lazy...

tml is a birthday of a frend i knew online
we noe each other for 2 year? yet i nv meet him
hahas,
that tym i was like scare
now? not really
just not very prepare hahas !
i felt not confident in myself
i fear ppl dispite me
well, tml his birthday should i go out with him?
make him happy?
he is such a good person
but yet he seem so sad
hmm, i go meet him a watch fireworks
lOls so gay
*shakehead*
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i forgort to post smth ytd
i watch ant bully !!

but thn i wan piss off by a fucker so i damn dulan
while watching the movie i was like 'piff'
not in a mood at all
and that fucker dun even noe im angry with him
what a fucktard
i dun take nonsense
ant bully was like so lame
but i only laugh 2 or 3 times in the show
that show how i was piss

ytd went to school in a red top and a jean
haha, i went to buy a red top jus for that day
weird ar?
at first i wan a s size
but later i took a m size
and is was tight !
lucky i didnt take s
hahas!
thn there was some interclass match, captain's ball and soccer
the soccer was like funny just dun noe how to explain
and later in the hall
the whole school sing and having fun
playing the 'wave' thingy
hahas
i heard ytd night there is fireworks, but nobody ask me to watch with them
how sad =(
nvm, jus be happy with the thing you have now will be alright

and after i watch ant bully i went a frend's house and go home afterward
when i reach home i was like
TIRED!!!
so i change into some ligjht outfit that i can sleep in comfortably
and i jus doze off
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It is another normal day where i wake up, go for a shower and went to school
and becos i wasted too much time at home
im gonna be late for school!!
and i was right
i am late
after the nationa; atheme (not sure how to spell it)
my frends and i decided to run away
so we wouldnt be mark as late comer
Hurray!
we escape safely

but then when i reach my class,
hais ! same old noisy irritating unwanting to study de classmate
all are like animals, yelling to one another like it their own world
it damn noisy

oh yarhs
we had our class photo taking today
if it hadnt for this photo, i wouldnt have come to school
WAHAHAHS!!
but then, it is a disaster
i wasnt ready and that guy took it =.=
oh my gosh, i wonder how it would be like
guess i have to pray that my facew would turn out ugly =.=

so at the end my the school
the last lesson, it pisses me off badly
it was math class, and we all doing our math qns
most of the people were jus busy toking
when it was time to go home,
the teacher say only those who pass up their work can leave
bcos i was doing
and i havent finish it
everyone was like a magnet attracting to me for answer
i jus want to punch each and everyone of them
they just dunwan to do themselves, and they jus want to copy
they jus want to take other ppl hard work
other ppl credit
it damn fucking irritating

so after school i was totally piss off
and i let it out on a frend
sorry for that ya =))
peace and harmony, frends forever if you are reading this

oh yarh ! i had a chemistry test
and i go
i partner with a china guy name weichao
while we are burning the substance
he was like turning the fire to the luminous flame, was it luminous or non-luminous
oh well it the blue flame
he open the hole in the bunser burner to the max
i was so afraid that it might get a strike back
better safe then sorry
so i keep telling him to make the hole smaller
and i even turn it myself
but he jus keep turning back
this really anger me alot
there he is trying to be funny
oh wel
if one day there a strike back when he is burning thing,
i'll jus say bye bye to him, bcos the whole lab would be blown out

tml gonna wear red to school?
i wonder, maybe i should buy smth to wear tml.
that all
=)
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ooh well again he agree to go watch
suddenly dunwan

=.= i had a feeling that he just want to be with his " sec 4 " frends
it his choice not mine
jus let me rot alone until someone pity me
and let me join their gang then

shuan ler, this world is just so bais
everything sux, dun even noe the reason for living
we were born with no reason to live
we just had to make ours?
i rather dun live
this world just sux
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Boring, toady started with a storm
i wake at 12 in the afternoon
and i miss the anime gundam seed destiny
oh well
then i watch television until 2
suddenly a sms telling me today go watch the movie =.=
better be true or i will hack them into pieces
lOls

so it quite a boring day
i was actually planning to go a frend's house
cos walking to his house is quite an excercise
it tiring okay ,
hmm i better write something new on my wishlist
well i g2g catch the movie later so write later
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hmmm, its awhile since i last posted
wonder that anyone came and read it
well i have nth to say about today

mayb i can start about this saturday which is 5/7
becos i wake up early, i went to eat my breakfast
but im still sleepy
after eating it i go back to sleep

thn around 12 my frend called
he went back to school cos he have some art to do
and i was waked from that call and i answer
this is how it goes
mie : hello?
him : what are you doing
mie : sleeping
him : come down to mac
mie : for?
him : eat lar
mie : i ate ler, i dun feel like coming
him : oi dun play lei

WAIT HOLD ON
am i playing? what wrong with that guy
ordering me to come down while im still sleeping
and telling me to eat when i have already eaten
who the one playing
weirdo huh
thn he didnt even want me to reply him and he hang the phone
he jus wan me to get down
well who care?
making my day bad jus like that
so i switch off my phone and when to sleep
hah!
i feel sooo good while sleeping

i wake up about a hour later
and i switch on the phone , he call me once
well so i didnt care and i watch my favourite show
teentitans
follow up batman, thn i one piece

and i found out that one piece is oso a not bad anime
which mean quite interesting
and i want to see more
hahahas

oh yarh
and thn we were actually wanted to watch movie
i dunnoe why they just keep wasting and wasting the time
at the end it was night
and we was about to comfirm to watch a 9 o'clock show

that 'him' say that he cannot go
wahs this is totally irritating
saying his father dun let him go
and saying it the 7th month and might be able to meet one in the night
=.=

oh well i'll let you off this tym
but there no need tym
i will not be the mr nice guy again in the future do you understand !

so it ended up quite a boring day

hmm im getting fatter and fatter maybe i should excercise for abit b4 i sleep
well, its getting late so that all =))
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still trying to make this blog as god as ever
hahas..
today i went to cut my hair
i felt 2 thing
piss and not piss
why?
i have no idea

LOLS.. first of all maybe i thing that .. it gotten shorter !!!
omg i dunwan my fring to be shorter
=.=
oh well but its okay, i decided to trim my hair so it doesnt look messy
it my choice to cut the hair .. so i cant blame anyone
i'll jus have to endure it until it grow longer

i had a feeling
I LOOK LIKE A NERD
and im not
wahahhas thought im wearing a spect
im not a nerd
my good are lousy
i dun really study

i just hope i can upgrade myself this year to sec 4
hais ...
NO, cannot sad again
must be happy, but i cant keep up
my class sux like i say before
did i?

my class are shouting to each other.. making noises
not ordinary noise
unordinary noise, doesnt sound like any animal at all
and its damn noisy
hate it sooooo much

i hope they change their attitude or im going kuku
and i cant study at all..
i scare i will failed AGAIN
i had feeling all cramp up inside me
i jus want to shout as loud as possible
but i scare ppl think im crazy
there is no way i could let out the feeling
and i feeling so damn uncomfortable

pffff
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!
by writing AAAH can only comfort me by 20%
well at least feel better now
am i dumb?

lOls
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today is yisi birthday
well i did pay 50 cent for her birthday cake =))
that a present for her hahaahs !!!

im totally broke still buy present
iiiiidddddiiiioootts arhs
hahahahahas..

should i listen to my frend and be with the sec4 frend as they as the ones who are with me since the first day of school
hais i felt so regreted
i always tell ppl to study and i nv really study myself so i ended retaining
well i almost can go up sec 4 .. all bcos a nabei teacher fail my ca mark, zero in fact
that why i fail my english
hais.... think about it i felt so broken down
it feel as if im all alone no one there for me at all

i felt so alone in class as all my classmate doesnt seem to study at all and if i hang around with them
i oso dun wanna study
but i cant i promise to my frends and frends that i will go sec 4 next year
i cant disappoint them
but, im getting restless
i need frends to be there for me
for what i feel

i have no frend at all. (doesnt count those living far from me)
what i mean is in school
i felt so left out sia.
wanna cry so badly.....
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hais i feel that my blog is so dumb =.= i felt paiseh (shy) to show ppl
hahas .. well that what i truely feel ..

well today i went to school again and i was late again !
dammit 3rd time in the row late for school..
well lucky enough im clever never mark my name for late
so clever =))

there so many mix feeling so confuse and i dunnoe why .. and i had no idea about what
i felt i lack frendship -.-
well i hate my class.. i hate the ppl !! all of them
they all look like child hais..
oh ya . if you didnt noe im a retainee that why i felt that my class are a bunch of kids...
even the one who retain is 1 too
im too mature to be with them
but on the outside im the same, as childish as ever

im still thinking .. wth i make a blog for
mayb i wanted to write my feelling down somewhere when i felt sad
or bored
but when i wanted to write smth, i jus cant think of anything to write
hais..

so weird, my school having interclass football match for national day -.=
wonder what it for
some of the player are injured in the leg
hahas .. as if it was a battlefield
well it was good too, my school didnt have a interclass match in a few years
hope everyone enjoy it

oh how i miss the song that my 'ahgong' have in his mp3
he promise to buy a mp4 on my birthday i hope he kept his promise cos i really lookin forward for it
nowaday so many ppl birthday
hais .. and i suddenly no money left to buy any present
omg where did my money go?
maybe bcos i ate too much wahahahs
all that soonhian fault alway go mac of kfc after school .. temp me to eat
LOLS!! sometime i also wanted to eat it myself so cannot totally blame him
i was so shocked when i step on the weighting scale and saw 61KG on the scale
FUCK!!! im so fat cannot i gonna excercise, i noe i can
i jus need help that all
hmmm i can start of with not eating kfc or mac after school
and i need lots of excercise

my damn computer doesnt gib out sound, irritating to the core
how i lust for animation .. and i cant watch without sound and !
i cant live without music
so boring, i have to go to frends house and watch it
so i went to my frend house today and in the end -.-
i didnt get to watch any anime =.=
dun ask .. i dun feel like mentioning it

wow i think i really write alot ,
maybe i can write even more the next tym
but most probably no
cos im a type of lazy person
hahas..
that all =)



The End .
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Heex ! trying to make the best =) not writing much first
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