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EDWIN TAN [ 26 SEPTEMBER 1990.
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Saturday, December 30, 2006 8:00 PM

wakakakaa so long never post anything
my zhong shi reader im so sorry
lOls
well anyway, i join the sgclub forum
spaming over there
lOls
well these few day i did nth but staying at home , eat sleep play
boring eh
i couldnt blog much cos i did nth at all !
but 1 thing is, MY HOMEWORK!! i haven done any
i didnt do english
and haven do chines
damn i dunwan die when school reopen
and another thing is
i have to think of way to hide the back of my hair
hais!!!br>HELP ARHS



ii am a pers0nn witth n0 lyyfe
whhat d0 yyou nn0e

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Wednesday, December 27, 2006 11:40 PM

boringg day today
wake up at 2.30 in the noon
gosh cant go to school and buy books ler
nvm tml can buy
and today jus past in a blink of a eye
i was playing computer the whole day
but i didnt play online game
i cant even rmb what i did
i didnt see friendster
msn sux today
blog no 1 tag =/
and nth esle
i jus upload a song for meishi in her friendster
that host is laggy so your song might not come out immediately
and i watch war and beauty
then now im bloggin haha
and im no longer kyuusen
i change to Kaoru lOls this name is cwc help me use my chinese name find de


iit's n0 ffun whhen yy0ur frrendd isnt aroundd
ii wann tuhh gag andd playy withh thhem alwayys

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2:13 AM

i wonder why
everytym i think of meishi
and i think back to the past
i felt that she change alot
she was so innocent, so naive last tym
but now, that feeling of her is gone
now, i dun really noe how to describe her
not like she a bitch or a fucker right now
but that feeling is gone
she is no longer the meishi i first know
i somehow felt that way


in the past
we usually play around
joke and laugh about
even though she have stead
the tym we spent is still the fullest
now thing have change
she has fly away
i always though of this words hypocrite(not sure spell right anot)
i think i wanna use it on her
she say she still care
but action speak louder then words
its all gone now
how i miss the past
my memoriable past


i've seenn yyou thhru thhy changges
bbut i'll alwayys rmbb hh0w yyou werre likke thhe ffirstt tyym i kknow yyou

yyourrs ddearestt : Edwin

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Tuesday, December 26, 2006 8:29 AM

oh man school starting soon
and i have to cut my nails soon too


i gonna miss you =[


i hadd a nnew ph0ne
i'll ttreasurre itt


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Monday, December 25, 2006 3:34 AM

right now im blogging at meishi house
haha what a boring christmas
lucky ahma went home today
cos im bored here =/
right now here there is 2 yang
lOls~~
gosh im having a slight headache
and im bored dunwanna blog any more
so i will end here



ddoes anyyone carre ff0r miex?
ii alwayys wondder

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Sunday, December 24, 2006 2:52 AM



A man escapes from a prison where he's been locked up for 15 years. He
breaks into a house to look for money and guns. Inside, he finds a young
couple in bed.

He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair. While tying the
homeowner's wife to the bed, the convict gets on top of her, kisses her
neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom.

While he's in there, the husband whispers over to his wife: "Listen,
this guy is an escaped convict. Look at his clothes! He's probably spent
a lot of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he
kissed your neck. If he wants s*x, don't resist, don't complain... do
whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter what..

This guy is obviously very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us
both Be strong, honey. I love you!"

His wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my
ear.
He told me that he's gay, thinks you're cute, and asked if we had any
Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love
you,too!




lyyfe ishh full 0ff surprisess
jjus liekk thhis jjoke

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Saturday, December 23, 2006 10:00 PM

hello everybody!
i remake my friendster bg again lOls
this time is much better then the last one
the last one was like so messy =.=
now it is nice =]
go see it
thanks


nnever 0nnce a 0bbedient bboy
ii'm s0rryy


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3:35 AM

i hate my life !
my life sux to da core !
there are bitches in my family i hate them so much
maybe i shouldnt be living anyway
sometym i felt happy
but i think more then 2/3 of my life remain sad
no body will help me
im suffering deep inside
but no one noe
i always put up a tough front
i smile and joke around, and that really me
but there is still another me inside
the other me has always been suffering
always been alone



whyy dd0es myy lyffe suxx s0 muchh
ii wiish tuhh endd itt all

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Thursday, December 21, 2006 12:00 PM

boring lyfe !
i sleep in the morning
wake in the night
i have no life !!!!
damn i got to change from today
i will sleep as soon as i fisnish blogging


anyway, today i wake up at 9+
i wan channel 55 the show life made simple
but im not aimming for that show
i wanna watch a show call ' war and beauty'
this show intrest me alot
i dunnoe hwo to type the chi title for that show
i only rmb the english title
i love this kind of show where everyone plan on smth evil
everyone showa fake self , trying to achieve their goal
lOls like genius WAHAHAHA
ok that enough i wanna go toilet now >.<


ii needd g0als in lyyfe
ii havve t0tally f0rggotten whhat keept miex livingg f0rr so lonngg

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8:31 AM

hah, i didnt sleep
but im going to
for the past hour i did my frendster layout
alothough my frendster still isnt very nice [im trying to make it nicer]
im quite satisfly with the bg of my frendster
take a look in my friendster =]


ii am sadd
f0rr beinngg myyselff
tthhe uuseless 0nne

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006 11:53 PM

today i went to my ahpa aka bryant aka demoncloud house
i sleep at 10+ ? and i was wake by 4+
then i dunnoe what i do
and in the end i went out of house at 6+ and reach ahpa house at 8
=.= boring then saw ahpa they all playing shadow hearts from the new world
lOls-.- meishi play somemore
thn me ' the living guide book ' help them out
wahahahahs
but then in the end i rush home to catch the bus =/



fl00dds arre attackkingg singgap0rre
thhats sh0 sccaryy

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Monday, December 18, 2006 11:53 PM

aaww, its another day
where i wake up so damn late !
what is wrong with me
i better sleep ealier today
let talk about what i did today
i wake up at around 7
i went to watch tele in my mother's room =.=
then i was online to help meishi edit her picture
hahas previously i edited some
but she doesnt like it
so i re edit with the way she wan it
and WAH LAA~


and this


and then i was asking some of my frend who got their result
asking about how many point they have
what were the subject
im asking so i could plan which 3 subject i should forcus on next year
then i found out some of my frend
failed =.= and i wonder what will happen to them =/
wish them luck
haha later i oso edit another frend picture which is
weikang's picture i took it from his frendster and i edit it =X
he is now using it as primary picture so i dun think i need to put it here
go in my fendster and search for kang
and you will see it =]
wahahahs



tuhddayy wwas sh0rrt
whhatt ii ddid tuhdayy will bbe f0rggottenn 0nne dday
in tyym, will ii bbe f0rggotten frrom myy
frendds?


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Sunday, December 17, 2006 5:09 AM

i jus finish mking madeline's blogskin
this is the link
i haven sent her this skin to use yet
she wanted smthing plain with jus her blog url and name so i did this
hope she like it =/



i jus quarrel with my mother again
i jus didnt sleep and she talk to me in a strict tone and somemore looking at her handphone
what fucking attitude
then i didnt say much i jus say why you talking so fierce you crazy?
then she like buey song wanna quarrel
i hate her attitude but she won't ever change
she always tot she right and will never make mistake
and what worse she will never say sorry
her moronic pattern i hate it all


yy0u ddidn'tt hhave tuhh ttell miex
thhat myy lyffe sux tuh dda c0rre


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Saturday, December 16, 2006 10:32 PM

so today i still at meishi house
sleep in the monring around7+ i think
then i wake up at 6.40+
hais its hard to sleep at her house
i wonder why yang can sleep so long
lOls i think i wake up before him
then i stay until 9+ 10+
yang and i went home
we took bus 960 til bugis
then mrt home
he alight at bedok and i at tampines
then i saw my primary school frend
we went to take the bus and they alight at tmart
and i alight at my home
then i went home
watching the computer
then weisheng call me
weisheng = windsor in my link
he ask me smthing about the bus thingy and i help him search and then we hang off
that how it was on the 16 of dec



i hatte tuhh addmitt itt
bbut itts g0nna schh00l re0ppen

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Friday, December 15, 2006 11:55 PM

today, i went to meishi house
bcos i felt too long didnt meet with her so i decided to go her house
b4 going her house
i went to her house
i watched Eragon the movie
quite werid
not like what i expected
but there should be a part 2 for that show
eragon seem kinda childish
i not really sure which word to use for that movie
hahas so after watch i take a bus to meishi house
and then i slack at there with
meishi, yangyang, frederick and goobie? this that how you spell it?
that was her lil bro yi sheng but they all call him goobie
and that how it is until tml
ton-ing at her house




ii am a pers0nn witth0ut pastt n0rr futture
andd i hadd l0stt myy prresennt...

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Thursday, December 14, 2006 11:59 PM

i change the date and time so i can write as 14 dec
today i wake up at 3+
due to a lighting strike
it was so strong that i was awake by it
scary
then i play computer
play gunbound and nth esle
and then around 8+ i contacted andy cos i wanna get my naruto3 whichi lend to him back
and after i get back from him
i when home
then awhile meishi online
talk to her is pissing me off
every single day talk to her is like so slow reply
is like its 'nvm let him wait, i busy with something esle first' it like if you busy tell me i shan't disturb you
you want talk with your stead nvm
i was going to bathe and all and seeing her online
cos too long never talk to her and is she talk to me first
say 1 brb and then disappear
nv like explain what she gonna do so i can do my stuff
sien lar
i abit dunnoe what to do
she like everyday every hour
every minute like wanna stay with her other frends
shuan ler lar i see thru ler
i was like so bored of life liaos
i use to see life in a better view
but everything is against me now
its all over


myy lyyfe is c0mmingg tuhh an endd
bbe preppare tuhh ffindd miex ddifferntt

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006 11:53 PM

today i went to jianting house
did nth
then play gunbound
such a old game
im been so busy in the holiday
im so irritated
bcos ppl keep pestering me to go out and stuff
i cant breathe


there is antothewr thing i wanna say
that one of our friend here has fly away
at first that pers0n though that it wouldnt happen
butt bef0re that pers0n knew, its has already happen
been happily without our company
no longer needed our presence
flying away with the new friens
as she smile
we are all been left alone
even if that pers0n say that s/he never left us
all that we see
is s/he has already done
no longer needed us
and will never talk to us


I'm s0 w0rnn-dd0wn andd sadd ytd
bbut n0 0ne is arroundd tuh hhelp miex outt
thhe few frriendds i had one hadd flew awayy
thhe rrest justt diddnt n0e

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006 11:59 PM

i have been wondering
for all who visit my blog
will you guy be wondering what is my song title? and lyrics?
im giving to you all now =]



Mami Kawada - Another Planet
__________________________________



Hohoemu hangetsu mo waraiau hoshi mo
Shizuka ni bokutachi wo tsutsumikomu
Tada yasashiku yawarakaku fukinukeru yokaze
Bokura no mune wo saratteku

Miageru sono saki ni mabui kagayaki
Kitsukeba kakedashita ano oka e
Sou ima nara ano hoshi ni
Te ga todoku youna nazeka sonna ki ga shita no sa

Ittsuga hoshi ga sasayaitanda [asobi ni yukou!] boku wo sasou
Kimi ga itsumo miseru egao no youni kirakira to

Haruka tooku e motto tooku e kimi to yozora wo oyogu
Haruka tooku e futari tooku e mukaeru asa tsunaideyuku

Me no mae hirogatta mioboe aru e wa
Ano tokimi tsumeteta iro ni nite
Demo ichiban taisetsu na nanika ga tarinai
Ano hi to chigau boku no ima

Mado kara sashita kasukana hikari
Utsushidasareta kimi no omokage boku wa mitoreteta
Kawaranai de waratte ite

Haruka tooku e zutto tooku de hitori yozora wo samayou
Haruka tooku e kimi no moto e ano hi no yume sagashiyuku

Haruka tooku e haruka tooku e kimi to yozora wo oyogu
Haruka tooku e kimi no moto e ano hi no yume sagashiyuku

Haruka tooku e haruka tooku e haruka tooku e kimi no moto e




II l0ve thhis s0ngg
h0pe everryy0ne lovee itt tuuh

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11:47 PM

today i didnt do anything
to be true i wake up at 7 in the night
hahaha
actually going out
but then find out neveer go ler
then i play computer and watch television channel 55 8 o'clock
tian sun ye ye finish liaos
what a ending
what boring is only 20 episode
the show so funny only 20 episode wasted sia
hais as for helping madeline make a simple blog blog
i try i try
maybe i ask some guidiance hahas
madeline dun worry i will help you de jus wait



Eachh dday pastt byy ttoo fastt
whenn wwill myy ddream bbe fulfill?

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Monday, December 11, 2006 10:48 AM

http://ashita-n0kioku.blogspot.com//

this is my first creation
although it not very perfect, but im quite please with the result
cos the main picture i edit til quite nice
that is what i think =]



for this skin
for those who noe who he is
obviously give that retarded person =.=
that goat who spam in my tag =.=
oh well
madeline, i'll make your soon =]



I'm sh0rt
I'm ffat
Andd i'm uglyy tuuh
pplease l0rdd, ii wantt tuhh changge all thhis

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Saturday, December 09, 2006 7:46 PM

Myy tiaN arhs
why today nobody call me
i was like the whole day waiting for a call =.=
but then no one call me
lOls nvm bahs but tml im going to my grandfather de house so
hohoho~



did anyone who use friendster notice the change?
its sux alot right?
did anyone complain?
i wanted to complain but i couldnt becos the thing say out of space =.=
i wonder what that mean
izzit too many complain no good until no space for ppl to complain?


tuhm0rr0w myy granddfather's birthdayy
happyy birthddayy tuhh hhim

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Friday, December 08, 2006 12:32 AM

im so damn tired right now
i come home at around 11 o'clock
i went to bathe and after that i watch scv channel 55
我的野蛮奶奶
should be write correctly
quite a funny show i oso like 甜孙爷爷
should be liddat write oso
this 2 show damn funny and nice to watch
lOls too all who have scv channel 55 dun miss out on these 2 show =]




Seventhh 0f thhe ttwelve m0nthh,
ii wentt tuhh myy gg0d-fathher h0use
II makee cakke andd aisu makke c00kies
suuch a tiringg dayy

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Thursday, December 07, 2006 3:08 AM

Aaah
i must be crazy
im going to my ahpa house later
and i still havent sleep?

well its another wasteful day
i didnt do anything at all
i wake up at 7+
cool huh
so damn late
then i watch tele with family
and play abit of computer
then i started to sien so i write lyrics
i wrote alot, another planet, melissa, god knows, crystal energy, starless night
and so on
then i come blog =.= im weird


Itt's suchh a b0rringg dday
wokke up latte andd all
h0pe n0rtt everrydayy is thhe same

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Wednesday, December 06, 2006 6:12 AM




hah
its my another edited picture
its seem i found out another new thing in my
photoshop
lOls you might be wondering
i dl photoshop becos i heard my frend dl it
so i test it out
later she help me make it free
she is none other then himeko again
the one who design my blog
im going to reformat computerhelp me with the photoshop again okay =]




ii ddream abb0ut myy mum lastt nigght
iin myy ddream shhe ishh gettingg 0ldder
ii criedd...



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Monday, December 04, 2006 9:46 PM

kekeke

i edited my picture
and i love it every much !
cos it my first time edit until can let ppl see de
hahahas, but i edit 3 picture =.=
i love this 1 the most













[aww why do i look so sad]
[note: that my chinese name in the picture]









im alwayys h0ppingg
BBut, whhat am ii reallyy h0ppingg ff0r?





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Sunday, December 03, 2006 7:38 PM

whhereverr ii aam
ii am puttingg myy verry bbest
iin whattever ii ddo
bbut whho appreciatte itt ?




ppl alwayys tot
im happyy-ggo-luckyy
im chheerful
ii neverr sadd
bbut tuhh miie
am i lyingg tuh evvery 0ne?





nn0 0nes kknows hhow i feltt
ii feltt l0nelyy everr siince



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Saturday, December 02, 2006 11:20 PM

ii kknow iim annoyying
ii kkn0w iim dumbb

andd ii als0 kn0ww imm ttalkative
ddun worryy guyys
ccause ii've decicdedd

tuhh be quiett in a cornerr
tuhh be lonelyy att a sidde



its neverr goodd
tuhh bbe scoldded ffor myy actt
ffor thhe firstt i feltt sadd
ii cantt ddo anythingg bbut tuhh lett iit ggo
ff0r wwhat ii've ddone

itt's s0 wrrongg




II am ttruelyy sorryy ffor what ii ddid
ffr0m nn0w on i am ttaking a sttep everyyday
tuhh ddelete thhe oldd mme..

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9:33 AM

s0medayy, myy ddream will c0mee truee
s0medayy, ii mayy bbe a sttar 0n thhe sstage
s0medayy, i mayy bbe thhe t0pp mm0del 0n magaziine
bbut whhat i reallyy wantted
iish tuhh hhave myy ddearest friendd byy myy siide
ffor myy ddream, f0rr myy wishh
tthoughh it mayy n0rtt c0me ttrue
ii wantted tuhh bbe popularr
wantted tuhh bbe kkn0wn iin thhe worldd.


0f all myy ddream ii yearnn tuhh gget
whatt ii really wantted , iis tuhh grrow taller
anddd l0se myy weightt
ii wantt tuhh be g00d-lookingg
andd ii wantt tuhh hhave ttrue friendds

hh0w ii w0nderr
will myy drreams everr bbe heardd?
will myy ddreams eever bbe fullfilled?
iim sttill waitingg ff0r the dayy...

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1:14 AM

Heehs
today i sleep at 6+ i dunnoe why i ssleep so late
i tried to sleep early, but in the end i noe it was 6+ went i slept

and then i wake up at 5+
hahas i was late again
i need to go out at 4.30 actually
then nvm, but in the end i 7+ then went out to find my frend
im abit retarded
but hey
my frends say i am slim down
HOHOHO, ganbatte must be taller oso
hahas so i did nth much today
except chatting around with friend
quite a great time
and then we went home



i wishh up0nn myy ffaiithful sttar
h0pingg tuhh hhave an0therr dayy 0f funn


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Friday, December 01, 2006 2:24 AM


hi everyone
i change my blogskin
jus today !
hahas, my good frend jianting (ahma)
help me make it
hahahs
xiexie wor =]






i decided i want to change myself
i dunwan to be who i am in the past

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