feeling giddy this whole day even now
I think had some kind of diease
something like
cannot-go-out-for-important-date-diease

get it?
everytime want to go out to watch movie etc, i will have this giddiness
and this time, i supposingly going out to watch one of my classmate's band performance at Somerset there, im not sure where

damn i cannot take it . i need a rest now !
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Yes! I finally get to go Escape and have fun (was it really fun, hmm)
Meeting Ili and her cousin at 12+
And she say she might be late.

So Ruoyu and I meet each other first. Sad to say again, she was the first to reach
Hey this time it is isn't my fault.
I reach there about 10 minutes plus later after her.

So we were drifting around doing nothing.
And there is this girl who persuaded us like hell to sign a NEBO Card (I guess that is the name)
and it is $15, she say it will have discount for lots of thing like watching movie
Having a chalet at Pasir Ris will be 50% off and what spa what don't know what.
Alot of thing. But thinking that next year is my or should I say all my sec 4(this year)
friends crucial year so I don't think I'll be going out to have fun etc.
No choice we had to turn her down many times before she really give up

Later went Ili and her cousin (Nana) arrive, we found out that they had that card and it was free membership ! because of some DXO shit.
nevermind.

Never really taken any picture, (due to my short hair not nice =))
If you want, there are some with Ili, maybe I'll get from her soon




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i went to 201 today (a place where it sell many things)
i bought my monthly contact len ! actually deciding to get a new spectacle, but ended up didnt buy because I got my contacts

Well I also had a hair cut, it is short !!!
I didnt really fuss about it. I wonder why Ili go crazy if she see this hair.
the guy who cut my hair was like so professional, every thing must be in place and it took like an hour to finish !
I was almost dozing off.

bought my school shoe

that all, thinking of going Escape tomorrow.


(pictures, the past few days)












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went to school to buy my books for next year.
spend a total of $40+ for the books.
I bought a new uniform, and two pairs of socks.

A new shoe? I think I'll get it tomorrow
A new bag too.
I guess I'll make my monthly contact lens tomorrow too

Oh I heard a great news today
Brenda got her dog back
so



cause she got it back, good for her (''

It is that monkey's birthday tomorrow (KuokWeng)

maybe, I'm just not good with people.

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( don't fucking ask questions, I hate people asking question about my post )


never thought i being so caring for each and everyone of my friends could lose a friend these days

well, caught in a super stupid heated conversation at msn.
not going to show the detail.

So we were quarreling, and ended off with a bad ending. Saying that my friend A (name don't wish to be shown) don't want to talk to me anymore.
Of course I cried, never thought I Edwin will cry right. Despite the fact that I seem cheerful everyday.
There are still ups and downs in my life, and I am a emotional freak.
Well this isn't the first time we had a fight, well suprise to say I cried everytime.
It is not like we're anything, just friend and I treated it as best friend.
Known each other for years now and I think I really adore the friendship we had.
I care about A just like I care about for the rest of my friends.
If it is anything for he/she to be happy, I'll do it well even thought how unwilling I am ( I tried to turn down sometimes )

Remembering that there is one time when we cried so hard talking about if we weren't friends in the future.
Yes that is the past, no point talking about it.
There are many times which I seriously can't endure A, but I didn't had any choice, who asked A is my best friend. Well I don't know what I am in his/her 's eyes.

So in the end why am I still crying? I never show this side of me in a while, I thought lived and enjoy my life well enough for me to forget this side of me.
I used to be alone, didn't dare to make any effort for anything.
But things slightly changes after I know them, well they are like separated now, each had their own life to depend, but I still treat them as best friends.
Whether they have doubt for the other, I always stay firm in the middle believing in them and not the words.
Sometimes thing had to go alittle bias but everything is fine now.

Hey, you're the first in my life someone who don't want to be friend with me.
Yes there are many people in my life whom we did not contact with one another and slowly our friendship dirfted,
yet you are the first to make the move.
Don't know why I am brooding over the past.

Hey, I am reminiscing about the fun time we had.
How I wish time could just reverse.

All these fights, why is it so?
You are too the first I had so much quarrel with other than my family.
I believe it is because I want you to change, I am quite dislike the way you are now. I believe you can change for the better.


So this is over ?
No regrets, anything?
If that is really the case, hope that you will enjoy to the max in your life with the new friends you made.
I will be happy for you.
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WHAT THE HELL
this morning, when i finally summon all my courage and go down for a run
I FELL DOWN !!

why? remember that sport shoe which the sole came off.
I WEAR THAT and because the floor is wet, I SLIPPED !
embrarassing man, lucky only an old uncle somehow saw it.

(pictures will be uploaded later in the night)

im going to watch movie now !
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I've been doing nothing really.
I said I'm going to a BBQ but, I ended up lazy and didn't go


First of all I want to say is
Cheer up Brenda, losing a dog is painful but losing one friend is worse.


it's not like he is dead or anything

Hey demand all your rights from your mum !! HAHA
im not teaching you the bad stuff =X


Okay
So now, I have been busy with blogskin making lately. Huiting's and Aisu's blogskin.
So Aisu (MeiShi) is finally bloggin again? maybe not everyday, one in a while.
She wanted a skin almost like mine so I made it, well the profile section of the blog still need to edit.
So no link to see.

Huiting's blogskin is also finished and I finally get the chance to send it to her.
http://lilm0on-beautifullove.blogspot.com/
Take a look and give me your comment (''


Tomorrow is the important day !
Christmas Eve ! going to watch movie hopefully is the Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium
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OH before i start my blogging
BRENDA i have the song Beautiful Girl in girl verson. Do you still want it? ( I know you will read this )


so I went out at 6pm yesterday to WhiteSand with NengLi, it was still drizzling.
we went to take a bus at block 201, bus 12 to Pasir Ris White Sand
I was hoping to see a Mark And Spencer shop, or Robbinson or John Little because I have the $50 voucher and I want to use it !
But sadly none of the above is there .
NengLi bought a couple of stuff.
Nose stud, a top, sticker which has her name on it. She bought a sticker with her cousin name on for her cousin.
Well I did the choosing for the Font. LOL

so got a little hungry, we bought Old Chang Kee to eat.





so we took a bus home and slack at a void deck near our flat













tummy ache?








not success




i know who is that ghost !!




HAHAHAHAHAHA
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so this morning.
ZhenRui suddenly called me and say something about me being late. Hello ! I'm still sleeping here and I got no appointment so I was totally blur
That is where he say ' Oh okay ' than hang up the phone.
I'm still puzzled now.

so I went back to sleep and wake up in the afternoon and I saw a letter



apparently, from the looks of it. You will know it one of those letter from NS or Navy or whatever.



Would I rather to operate a PEN



OR

a SUBMARINE ?



or both, that is what it's written in the letter.

Dear Student,

BE SPONSORED FOR YOUR ITE STUDIES
If you qualify for a NITEC course at ITE, the SAF-ITE Sponsorship Scheme (SISS) will pay for your tuition fees and give you a monthly allowance of $700.

That is QUITE attractive, they even give a monthly allowance wow !

and it is say that

After graduating, you'll ether become a:

Naval Sysems Specialist (NSS) with an intial salary of $1,727 for relevant engineering NITEC holders or a:

Naval Combat Systems Specialist (NCSS) with an intial salary of $1,643 for other NITEC holders.

wow wow, more wow !

BUT sad to say,
I'M AIN'T AIMING TO GO ITE SO OFFER TURNED DOWN.
I'm sure lots of the guys out there will recieve this letter.




so a few days ago, I finally receive the DIGESTIVE I'm waiting for from NengLi



we both were wearing home clothe went we meet , for me I wear another jacket because it is freezing cold in the night !


and the cap

And we did a few stupid things.
I haven't totally photoshopping all our picture, NENGLI be patient !



OMG how dare you kick me !



After that, went back home to enjoy my


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so I went to Woodland today .
before getting on the bus 168 coincidentally saw CWC at the bus stop, he just knock off from work and waiting for bus 27 to go home.

okay, reached his house TianYuan(TTY) and HongJin(HJ) and Bryant(so called dad) were eating PIZZA HUT .
LOL I heard it was paid by TTY, $50+ wah rich.
okay so they were there eating it so I didn't take any pictures.
Seriously a lot of the small spicy drumlets, okay I guess I will put on weight !

Bryant and I were chatting a little after eating, and yah he is going to Korea like later in the morning
so I'm still deciding whether I should see him off, because it is like 7am at the airport
You better buy stuff back !! Haha kidding kidding but I will be happy to get a Christmas Present HAHA
Talking about Korea I will remember Sunny, Yoon Sang Ryun, he name is spell something like that?
Well he teached Yisi and me Korea language before, those used for scolding people and all. I always use it on him until he don't want to teach.
Wah how can it be, you must teach us more so we might be able to communicate in Korean in the future !!

so went into Bryant's room, one playing Rakion Online, one playing playstation so Bryant and I were just watching
Well in the end I did touched both the playstation and the laptop .

So 11.20pm, worried that we will miss the last bus, they all rush, run to the bus stop as it was reaching
My mother call me in the wrong time because I am so confuse to run while talking to my mum or continue walking or what !
MY MIND JUST WENT BLANK ! HJ AND BRYANT JUST DASHED THROUGH THE ROAD TO THE BUS
and I am still lagging behind
I just hang the phone and run like an idiot and we got on . LOL

so to Woodland interchange. I got on bus 168 back to Tampines and take 291 back home.
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okay to end the day quick
I got back my result and my best three subject is 8 point, low huh
but I am promoted to secondary 5
Seriously to say
I WANT TO GO PRIVATE
well sorry JiaEn can't accompany you to go private school .

Oh just now went down to get back my 2 dollar and my DIGESTIVE BISCUIT
That NengLi huh, is great gimme my stuff 2 days later somemore still hit my biscuit so hard
I open it up and the first two piece got stuck together !!
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17th dec

I wake up having a bad feeling. My head weight a ton !!
I can't given walk straight, almost like a drunken man
Supposingly meet WeiCheng(CWC) at 12.50, but he sent me the wrong time which is 1.50
Okay, I can't get up ! I felt so dizzy almost like the last time when I went to watch ' The Golden Compass ' but this is worse.
In the end I told JiaEn to quickly meet him so I can rest first (no logic =.=)
Then finally I went to meet them at around 4+ 5+ ZhenRui(AhGong) than come.
I told him to decide where and what to watch and in the end it's ' The Warlord '
So Quinnson fret not, there is still many appealing movies out there !!

so as I'm outside, I gradually felt better.
After the movie, ZhenRui brought is to Kovan to play pool.

isn't that Cwc


after that we take the last bus back home to JiaEn's condo and slack.











I got lots more my cam-whore. I can't possibly post them all HAHA




The resident there is really making full use of the security guards
We didn't talk as loud but they are f******
opps. no vulgurities.

Cwc have to stay because he got no bus back to SengKang unless he walk the highway
So I spend the day at her brother's room.
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okay the title is crap ! dont care about it.

yesterday NENGLI is so good. She is going to VivoCity and she messaged me asking whether I wanted to buy Digestive biscuit.
Definitely my answer will be YES

So meet her at the playground right between our flats
And she showed me her dad's phone. Funny thing is, we took some photos.

I look a little corny , who cares




we were like changing turns to hold the camera to take



the place we took is like got a lot people
EVEN POLICEMAN but we didn't care



this last picture I like it (''


and FINALLY my blog with NengLi de face !
HAHA that what we both say.

so I gave her $5.30 hoping to get back $2 from her after she buy my MILK CHOCOLATE DIGESTIVE BISCUIT
because one cost $3.70

okay I want to complain !! today (which is the next day after I handed the money) she haven't give me my DIGESTIVE AND MONEY !

LOL.

going to watch STAR AWARD LATER DON'T MISS IT !



tomorrow I'm going to watch a movie
where and what movie?
COME BACK TO FIND OUT !!
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I have to blog this down
Taken from sgclub .

That stupid dancer keep turning clockwise for me. I wonder if it it really different for everyone

The Right Brain vs Left Brain test ... do you see the dancer turning clockwise or anti-clockwise?

If clockwise, then you use more of the right side of the brain and vice versa.

Most of us would see the dancer turning anti-clockwise though you can try to focus and change the direction; see if you can do it.

the test which is I am a right brainer is quite true !
try it out. and see whether you can change the dancer's direction


I REALLY HAVE A HEADACHE TRYING BUT I FAILED !
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Okay
Dom told me about a job which is paying 500 a week
WOW ! that is my first thought so I went to see how good is it today.

So Dom told me to take bus 21 and alight one stop after Eunos mrt station
the disgusting part about this ride is



God bless me. After that long ride I finally saw Eunos MRT !

Got in there with Dom and a friend. He showed me around the company and explained things to me
And later another guy explained more stuff.
So this is an orientation the real thing isn't here yet
If I want to do this I guess I'll go training on monday but my schedule crushes with one another.
So I really had no idea what's now.

After that, I went to meet my mum at Tampines, previously Metro but now BHG (Boys Hate Girls, kidding it is Be Here for Good things)
Feeling hungry, I insisted on going Food Cultural to eat. ( wait, is it spell like this? seem weird )
Definitely I'll be going for



I haven't eat this in quite a long time of course I finish it up real quick !!



after that we went home.

should I consider the job, hmmmm....
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