What to do when you wake up too early and nothing to do !?


i am troubled now, i woke up at 9 something and have been staring at the computer since.

i got nothing to do. weird i am not so looking forward to the BayBeats later on, why? Perhaps I lost the enthusiasm. Olevel is coming, i may look perfectly fine but im afraid inside. I dont want to screw up this once in a year examination, i want to start studying now but i dont know how to! I should make a plan on it but i cant even start writing down whether to study what subject on which date, terrible.
Whats more, im pretty afraid of the future, everyone fear of the unknown isnt it, i got no idea which course to take if i manage to get into a poly. After Olevels, the things we do,the friends we had,the moments of joy, will just become a memories to remember, things wont be the same anymore, i really like the times now, crapping with friends and etc. Every individual make the difference, the mood won't be identical anymore. I don't wish to end my secondary life as much as i said i want to leave, i want to stay here because im enjoying myself, im enjoying the stuff we do everyday. When the day come, needless to say the day will come when everyone is left on their own, it may be true to say whats the need of friends, they come and go everytime. But we all do need friends, from friends we will learn and experience life! and those are what craft us into a what we will be in the future.

Lets return to what I started, Im bored! too early for anything, bringing my dog for a walk? Im so afraid it will be manifest with ticks and fleas so NO!
Eating breakfast? My mom just came home, i think she bought me breakfast, but im not hungry yet.
Sleep again? Surprisingly today, i went to sleep at 3.30am in the night and i woke at 9am+ 10am already. amazing and i dont felt sleepy, my sister read from a magazine yesterday when i return home from school that sleeping too little or too much will affect your motality rate! you got to sleep just the right amount you need everyday. Im pretty shocked that sleeping can affect our 'time' and do not think that if you didnt sleep for a day, you can sleep for 24hours to recover what you've lost, it wont work that way, so remember to sleep just enough everyday !
Watch television? I dont think theres anything better to watch, i got no animes to watch too! hmmm maybe i'll download and read some manga *tsktsk*
Cam-whore? NAH! definitely not now, i look like crap HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~
Play OMNIA? I DIDN'T CHARGE IT SO ITS WITHOUT POWER TO EVEN SWITCH ON NOW
Exercise? YES i want to exercise but now? later lah . i think im crazy but i serious love it. I actually felt awesome after i jog the other day (weird eh?)

i think i've blog a little too wordy, guess nobody will be reading this rants!~


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