Behind the face of a thousand smiles.

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EDWIN TAN [ 26 SEPTEMBER 1990.
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Monday, June 30, 2008 10:32 PM

what to say...
an old man in the school beg me to me to cut my hair, he place his right leg on stool, standing like a hooligan to beg me. of cos i wouldnt listen cos parent always teach us not to talk to stranger and that old man is a hooligan old guy in the school which i dont know, so he is a stranger
so i ignore him.
but my form teacher Miss Maybeline Tan asked me politely for a hair cut
because i knew her, and she ask me nicely. i accept it and cut my hair shorter (;
end of story.

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Sunday, June 29, 2008 10:21 PM

School start again tomorrow
how boring ! i didnt even do much the in the weekend
Im sick, what esle beside sleeping/resting can i do?
I havent totally recover yet, phlegms are still lurking around my nose, throat.
The feeling is sickening, slimy etc..
you know you know
I havent done any homework yet. im like dead can?

Yisi like pester me for the whole day to edit her photo
go here to find out more.

i guess my blog post is indeed boring like yisi told me
Less photo = Boring
More photo = Less Boring
i think i should insert more photo. my cam-whore?
LOL will anyway take interest?
LOL I SUPPOSE MOST OF YOU WILL PUKE
Hahahah!! i'll see what i can do.

I just walk my dog 1hr30min ago.
more like the dog walk me...
anyway, my mum seem to sending my mongrel away. (saded)
feeling depressed right now, my mongrel is cute okay!
adorable, i dont want it to go. but i think he will be much more happier if he went to that bunglow owner
that person has 2 dog in the house, my mongrel definitely will have friends to play with and a backyard to run about.
My mongrel has been such a good boy these few day, shitting/peeing in the toilet.
didnt make a mess in the house.
what to do...
i dont know
lets leave it til tomorrow, got to sleep now theres still school for me tomorrow..

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sick illness sux.
Saturday, June 28, 2008 6:06 PM

Yuck! my mum just made me ate IkanBillis
i totally hate it, and making a sick man eating something he hate is a crime
i might just vomit and faint because of the grossness from the IkanBillis. (yuck!)

I am still Sick!
lots of phlegm in my throat and nose.
i can blow a whole thick chunk of phlegm out from my nose can!
it like its thick, green, jelly-like, and a chunk of it out from my nose
it look surprising cos i never blow anything like that out from my nose before
and my nose feel so damn good like everything is clear , freedom to my nose!
but the phlegm still come back after awhile.

I've been sleeping for the whole day and i just got up like 30min ago.
partially because i slept late last night. I've been forcing my friend to watch Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni and Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni Kai.
first season and second season, this is one anime i definitely will recommend people to watch.
its super nice can!
its thrilling, mysterious, supernatural and whatever connected to all these.
the anime is confusing and you wont solve it until you watch the second season
its really a good anime!
people should watch it !
doesn't matter the drawing sux for the anime. the story is good!
just watch it .

i need to rest after eating my porridge
see ya

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1:18 AM

I am sick.
whats more to say
flu, soar throat, ulcers, feverish.... etc

im dying!

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Friday, June 27, 2008 1:07 AM

I just returned and guess what

i watched wanted






I originally meet up with ZhenRui is watch together, there we saw YongSheng, Manfred, Jeremy, Ahwee, Junmin and friend (cos i dont know his name) so we watched it together



At this hour?

yes it is at this hour, okay not at 1am , its at 9.55pm awhile ago.

Yes I have school, but who say I can't go out and have fun

Wanted storyline is alittle suxky actually, its all about this guy who is a son of a greatest assasin, who is cheated by this group of people to kill his real dad.

okay this sound abit confusing, so its basically this guy train himself to become an assasin.

i will say go ahead and watch this is you're interested in seeing AngelinaJolie's butt and figure

and go ahead and watch it if you wanna see how the bullet curve.



i say 3/5 for the movie.

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Thursday, June 26, 2008 7:19 PM

I am being sent home today =D
Im nut so happy over it, im not okay! i missed out lots of freakin lesson because of it.
Im late to school, and im sent home. and whats the reason
the stupid hair issue.
i dont get it why people have be so obsessed with catching hair *roll eye* okay even though i dont care how long my hair grow, because i dont mind having short hair like youngbae =D

so later on going out to cut my hair. which i hope the shop is still open...
and than im finding ZhenRui to watch movie wanted.
erm... yup i know you think im crazy cos there is school tomorrow. but that the way =\
see yah.
im running out of time...

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Wednesday, June 25, 2008 9:53 PM

dude, im playing a stupid farking game

http://deathball.net/notpron/ (blog edited. OMG i didnt notice i never put the link.)

you all can go try it out
i read it somewhere that it has 82 level, and 32 ppl in the world finish the level and 29 of it are womens. ( i dont know it is true. )
i am only at level 4



can anyone solve this and help me with it !
whatever this notpron game...

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cosplay pictures spam!
5:09 PM

yes finally the DM ask me to cut my hair LOL
cos i just walk pass him awhile ago when im going back home from my math remedial at 4.20+
if i dont walk pass him, i wonder will there be any other teacher to tell me to cut my hair.
anyway, im irritated with my hair cos its so friggin' thick already!
the sideburn is like protruding outwards.
arghh!!


yesterday i couldnt went for jogging because of that friggin rain!
cursed it ! ruined not only my plan but one of my classmate as well, Amirah
she told me that she was planning to jog too at PE lesson today.
PE lesson is ironic! i just couldnt do my standing broad jump.
no matter how i swing, i couldnt bring myself to jump far.
i need to get my SBJ for like 230cm for me to get a gold of my napfa so,
this is depressing...

for the pass few days I've been blogging about my stupid school life, I havent go out at all.
No time to idle around, no time to search for funny/interesting stuff.
my blog post is like duper boring (i cut short of the super *smile*)
even i myself think my blog is meaningless !
its time for something different ! but what should i do?
post pictures of my own stupid cam-whore?
dig picture from anywhere and post it ?
maybe i should find another chiobu cosplay picture and post it.
okay i try now..

here's some.



TIFA VS TIFA




one is a Tifa cosplay from Final Fantasy 7, the other is from Final Fantasy 7 : Advent Children.
which is better?


random cosplays.

Naruto, Sasuke?


although this isnt a good cosplay, but i think its fun looking at
he should wear a speedo ! be more daring
cos its Cutty Flam !
FRANKY !


Final Fantay, Yuffie


Tomberry! (not Tomberry King cos it dont have a crown)


Auron


Trance's Freya?


Bleach, Urahara


Ouran high school host club, Hitachiin Kaoru & Hikaru
(you know, no matter what if a real twin were to cosplay this, it will be great!)


Darker than black, Hei


Samurai X (Rurouni Kenshin), Sagara Sanosuke ?
many wow for the zanbato


Fairy Oddparents (cartoon)


Full metal Alchemist, Alphonse


Family Guy, Stewie


King of Fighters, Iori
Perfect hairdo.




i found so many weird one! like stewie from family guy (above)
there is even hardgay razor ramon ! the "WHOO!" guy..
anyway my blog is going to be laggy if i put more picture.
so i shall continue another time
looking at all the cosplay is enjoyable, cos some a friggin cool while some a fugging ugly.


PS : I actually spend about 2 hours looking at cosplayer!


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Tuesday, June 24, 2008 10:40 PM

i bet my blog post is gonna be dull and super boring for the rest of a few week
mainly typing some senseless thing because now that im back to school
i wouldnt have the time to search for interesting things
and everyday after school, most probably i will friggin' darn tired to do anything but sleep.
so it is gonna be some freaky weeks.

pardon me .


PS : i just woke up, its like wth ! im so tired lah!

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i only left with 5 week for my art !
2:57 PM

I didnt go along with my plan yesterday,
i thought i would do my math homework before going to sleep
but than i thought that i might feel tired when i wake up so i thought of going to sleep first and than wake up at 4+
but i kept on sleeping all the way until 6.45am .
so in the end i didnt do any homework again!.


luckily,
my math teacher didnt check and tell us to do what we can.
(happy) im not scolded,
and for my hair, ,
I dont think any teacher will be catching me. How super weird.


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how i wish im no longer in secondary.
Monday, June 23, 2008 11:47 PM

Remember my KFC which i ate yesterday.
is this big.
though i eat almost half of it. but its still huge



its big fat and juicy !

darn, im growing fat. Luckily, today morning i woke up early to go for a jog (around East Spring Pri)
I always saw an uncle jogging there around starting of the month (almost once every two day i jog in the morning in the beginning of the year) and that uncle is still there jogging...
i bet he recognise me.
LOLS well anyone who see me jogging around there , just call me out but i bet i will ignore the person HAH! cos its kinda embarassing.


right i only got afew more minutes to spare before i quickly do some of my frigging goddammit maths paper which hadnt done any.
and tomorrow there is gonna be three freakin darn period of math. (change of timetable)
Im so dead.
Lucky, my hair is caught. i dont know why and i dont care how.
My 2nd sister (who havent been coming home for awhile) just saw me this afternoon and say my hair is nice. I think my hair is great too, except for the fact its kinda thick.
Im need to get a haircut soon anyway, one day or another my hair is definitely going to get caught.


Right its almost 12 midnight now. i gotta get going to finish my math.
*its gonna be another sleptless night.*

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school's here again
2:44 PM

Well, school has started once again and i think my daily hit will decrease again.
People still have to carry on with their life and can't keep on viewing people's blog right.

school as usual, kinda happy to be able to see some of my classmate's faces again
but the lesson is as boring as ever (even though not much teaching is done)
2 more term and its final year, O level. I better buck up and give my 100% all the way, doing my best in this few month, afterall O level is what I've been schooling for right?

CANTEEN FOOD AGAIN !
LOL thats so random, but to eat those food again is really sick to my stomach.
ever since the greatest previous NASINASI stall is gone (its a malay stall holder) their fried chicken rice + hushbrown + curry for $1.70 (? somewhere there) is gone, my school dont have any nice food around.


I think i got to cut my hair soon. =\
not that im caught or what, its just felt really uncomfortable and i think i need to change a hairstyle.


PS : vote for BIGBANG ! they are chasing up !
PS : my beach post is soon ready, sorry Yisi

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my happy dinner ~
Sunday, June 22, 2008 10:12 PM

GOD
im eating my kfc zinger right now, the meat is so freakin huge
i took the picture down already, going to put later
LOL its fatter then my palm and larger then my palm.

awesome!

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i just woken up and in the next 13 hours i need to go to school argh.
5:48 PM

this is for you ! (you know who you are, shaggy boobs!)



this is very shaggy if you notice.



Well school starting again soon

this feel suck! I havent done any homework, and my fantastic friend (you know who you are) say that he is gonna help me.
this sux, how am i gonna face the teachers tomorrow.
Oh wait ! i have been sleeping for so long that i just woken up, i havent get my hair cut! im so freaking dead =\
should i like rush to cut my hair now? or should i wait til tomorrow?
either way, i still gonna go out to buy a wax cos i just finish using mine a week ago!?
how did i survive without it, with all the going out marathon..

im having a little headache now. Issit because i slept too much? or is this a sign for me to not go to school =D

whatever the case, school still starts tomorrow.
Sad to say this is the truth, no matter how you gonna hide, its still going to start tomorrow no matter what.
You wont see student suiciding themselves becos holiday ends right. it will hit the news if this is so. and that is terribly stupid !
well i'll blog tomorrow.


PS: maybe i'll get my 'beach' post done by today, remember to the beach and i have 100+ pictures, i dont think im gonna post 100 over picture on my blog, it will lag like hell!


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hulk is not for ladies
1:49 AM

The Incredible Hulk,



it is really incredible, from the movie i can feel that the hulk is a superior being !
its muscle is so tough that bullets cant penetrate through.
and he is damn friggin' strong. He can lift tank without breaking a sweat and he wear policecar as glove to punch his opponent.
I notice why most girl will dislike the movie, its so darn frigging big muscle + its green, prolly most girl will go 'eee!' on seeing those. While most guy will dont even care about the muscle and focus on how TheHulk fights!



thats my ticket, its shows INCREDIBLE...
guess the print are cutting slacks here.

oh right, before i take my bus, i saw this




so the movie is pretty intense, but not much of a fun i think.

Anyway remember i got some balloon?
it shrink! i wonder what the size gonna be tomorrow.

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Im afriad to sleep in the night !
Saturday, June 21, 2008 4:20 PM

Argh! thank to one of my fantastic friend, I'm not going out today.
Theres a going out marathon for me past few days.
Wed went eastcoastpark
thurs went to catch get smart
fri went out for bowling at suntec.

i did much during these 3 day, cam-whoring, eating, window shopping, gaging, ghost story telling. Its so much fun !
if I have went out today, its gonna be 4 days in a row that i went out.
IM SO BUSY
but i think im staying home anytime today, but at night i definitely will go out to catch
INCREDIBLE HULK
I hope my grandpa rui will treat me to it, cos im so darn broke right now~ (slussy tone)
I hope the movie later on will be great, cos i have been really pondering.
I thought there is already a movie on TheHulk why is there another movie about it?
Different cast and story? its so weird.
Anyway I've made a list of movies to watch
  1. Don't mess with the Zohan
  2. Wanted
  3. The Dark Knight

sadly, Incredible Hulk never is in my list before. Cos I dont think it will be great (geez)

Here's a picture to share

dont you think this is the Chio-est !?



how many percent alike of this girl's Nel's Cosplay!?

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Bowling time.
Friday, June 20, 2008 10:15 PM

okay my previous post is boring.

CHAOGUOHUI
i saw him today at Starbuck.

okay, thats pretty random haha.

People: Alegna(angela), Yisi, SangRyun(Sunny), NgaiYun, Yida, Terry, QuanXuan(qx), and Me
Venue: Suntec (Bowling)
Time: 1pm

lol what am i doing? doing a report?
haha im mad, we're meeting at 1pm but CYS is late! damn, LOL she wasnt informed that we are suppose to meet at 1pm, so we waited for her.
after we reached CityHall
we went to eat first cos the waiting for the bowling is darn long.





okay so we bowl balls later on, i didnt play cos i dont want a snapped nails.












Guess Who?













After we played bowling (though i didnt play)







we went Starbuck to slack and have a drink.



later on, a kind hearted aunty told us that Starhub is giving out free ice-cream and popcorn, so we went to grab some.



after that, we go and take bus 10 back to Tampines.



ON THE WAY, some Starhub people gave us balloons.



dont he look like a Korean tourist, he asked Angela to help him buy that bag and she gave him today so he has been wearing it around.


The Tourist Guy.






and then we go back home





PS: I notice people will tend to look at picture more, so I type less.

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I might be a boring post. so bear with it =\
12:10 PM

i had a very awesome dream a moment ago, feel like taking it down before i forget.

in that dream im looking at different perspective, so im not always me but im the one controlling the person.

in that dream there is this chaotic situation, my last scene was being chase by a police car equip with a machine-gun, the car when crazy and shoot randomly.

i kinda forget the dream alittle but i suppose it went like this.
i think there are some ppl with power in the world, some item are the souce of their power, there is this girls whose souce of her power is a 'soil' its keep in a plastic bag as i remember. she got the ability to turn into tree (i know weird) and control anything that related to tree (i suppose its life) that girl was bullied in the dream by two other girls, i cant remember the reason but that the way. The next tihing i remember there was some explosion and many people is dead, I (suddenly became the girl with power) was in a room whereby those dead people are push by. its not really a room its surrounded by those green plasic-like clothe to form a square. I was in that room and many dead people pass me, i proceed further (i am holding to that 'soil') anyway i remember that some people are somehow revive a guy and a girl but something crazy happen to them and it caused me to be very frighten and crying (im the girl still) suddenly that 2 revived people steal my 'soil' away. the girls yelled and run after them (notice i say the girl, cos in the dream im not looking at her perspective anymore)
then i cant remember what happen, and this is the car scene, trucks, car , etc *supposing belong to us* all drive pass, i think im looking at another person view now. The group im in was all discussing about something, when suddenly there is this rapid fire shoot flying toward us. All the car stopped and I found that it was the police car that shoot us. I ran as the car go beserk, but dont know why it keep following (this point i sort of know someone is in the police car) i ran to a hotel (yeah weird i know) i go up the stair (even weirder) but the car follow me and keep on shooting. Finally when i loose the car, i came out and quickly flag a taxi (in the dream knowing the tax will be very expensive) i told the person tampines street 32 (i wonder why i told him to tampines mart) and he go off (right and i got no money) as he drive i notice there is a lady voice, its from a machine and i found a camera like thingy to check my identification. The machine straight away say im one of the thriller-dont-know-what victim (okay i made that name up cos i cant rmb the actual one !) that is currently missing, i quickly point to the driver and say its me (that person the machine say my name and my infomation right, its say im samantha gan .... how weird !) later jinyang, alex, came chasing behind me, after that im missing, i quickly open the door and ask Alex to jump into the cab as he is one of the missing ppl too.
Annndd, i wake up. The dream happen in just 9 minutes! cos i press the snooze button on my alarm and went to sleep and the alarn goes off again, so i wake up.

All this typing and reading sure gonna be freaking boring, but my experience is real, im running from and fear death, crying in terror, all those feeling i got from the dream are real (back in the dream i really felt it). The dream is extraordinary !.



PS: I summarise the main thing in my dream. all the driving, chasing part are very long, impressive within 9 minutes i can have such a long dream..

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SHOCK OF MY DAY!
2:59 AM

OMONA!! (i suppose omo mean oh my god in korea)

i just had a shocked of my day (couldnt say life)
My laptop suddenly lost its ability to produce sound ! (okay put it easier, its mute)
im shocked! (okay i should cut down on saying shocked)
Cos, if my laptop is soundless. Its gonna be like that for life ! and i will be sad! cos i dont think i will go through all the trouble to get to a nearest PC shop to get it fixed (provided i pay)
You know I'm poor (im lying!) so i cant afford to fixed my laptop! its gonna be move then $100 right so i dont have the luxury.
So im super shocked (sorry i use it again) when i found out it cant produce sound! (want to watch porn also boring lar =X) so okay i quickly switch to desktop which currently im using it to blog, and i off my laptop for it to cool down.
hope it works!!


minutes later...


alright!! it work. *smile*
okay what should i blog now... it like nothing to do right now except for me im eating rice (yah its midnight now) and drinking strawberry milk, chatting with Samantha on msn.


` sammii - mid-sweet talks says:
only freaks lyk us online at tis hr
omg! she seriously said that LOl its recorded 3.40 A:M right now.
anyway she has been bugging to help her download some songs. Okay i know its illegal to download songs, everysong fined is like $100 ? i dont remember, so im afraid to download grrr.. especially with limewire, but other than limewire where esle i can get English Songs, or yah Teriyaki if you're reading this would you mind telling me where you get your songs? geez, thanks a bunch.

So tomorrow (i should say later on actually) im going out again! gonna blog in the night again!
So got to wait for me to blog =( sorry people!! come back next time (;

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Contender Asia is shoot in singapore !?
Thursday, June 19, 2008 11:48 PM


(the moon people, the moon!)

sorry people ! i went out today again so i dont have time to blog !
arghhh!! im watching
THE CONTENDER now as i blog.



yep so i went out today
pictures.


(my crap friend)




so now im going to say where i went
CityHall to watch Get Smart.


(we're in the toilet!)

Get smart is really funny, super joker ! All those you see in the commercial, those are nothing.
The real joke is other part of the movie. Everyone should watch this movie.
Oh, also TheRock got kissed by a guy in the movie ! GAY
okay i think i need to work on my picture that i took ytd at the beach.


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