Behind the face of a thousand smiles.

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EDWIN TAN [ 26 SEPTEMBER 1990.
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busy busy busy..
Friday, November 30, 2007 12:53 PM

My sister just force me to pack my stuff in the hall yesterday.
The living room is packed with my stuff, because one good news so far in these days
I'm going to have a room in december. SO throwing away all the useless worksheet
packing all the books and all.



that isn't the computer I'm using anyway.
it is a spoiled and somehow useless computer too. Trying to fix it so I can use it.
My laptop is over here


so after hours of separating unwanted stuff. my nose start to itch, because of all the dust and all.
The effect is still around now ! the fluid from my nose is dripping down as I am typing each sentence.



this is actually just one set.
mind you I have two set of rubbish bag waiting to be thrown

there is so many thing to be thrown but therer are some which I feel like keeping them
I do know they will just take up space so...



and I found this piece of yellow paper
to you it mean nothing
But to me, it mean a lot.
Because reading those words that is printed on that particular sentence on the paper felt really touching and a feeling of success
only my classmate and I will understand what I mean



close up *taken from my phone so it is ugly*


because started out in my school term, my class is terrible in math
but slowly we improve till everyone manage to at least get a grade B in my class
and our teacher give us this piece of paper which on that red box says.

Success of your story? The school provided the environment and the teachers the guidance. The most important ingredient my dear young people it is YOU.

- YOU decided to be responsible for your learning
- YOU decided to practise and practise and practise ...
- YOU made a commitment when you pledged the $5. The money was not important it was YOU who made that commitment. A commitment to study. A commitment to do well. A commitment to yourself NOT to shortchange your potential.


well that's that. Reading that paper bring back memories.

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Lazy afternoon
Thursday, November 29, 2007 3:50 PM

my number 248 post

http://www.bored.com/mysticalball/index.htm

didn't do anything today
same old story my gramp is really dead
LOL I kinda think it is getting irritating reading about ' my gramp is really dead ' again so I'll stop now
I've been using sgclub for the whole of morning til now.
I just came across this thread that has this link in it.
play with it.
kinda spooky but after a few try it is nothing. you'll get what I mean

also I just read a thread on the best camera phone.
some member posted some picture which I seriously think it is stunningly beautiful







beautiful isn't it?
how he is able to capture the falling drip of water.
I'M GOING TO TRY IT OUT MYSELF
he told me that he uses best picture.
that is the clue and your hand must be stable.


okay but before trying out that.
I need food !
I only ate some bread since morning.
this is in did a bad day for me !




okay ! for the below picture. people like me who is in deep love with one piece will go crazy over it.
not to mention Brenda

it is a tourist attraction in Japan !



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I hate Superstitious people
Wednesday, November 28, 2007 11:59 PM



My gramp is really gone now.
I'm not particularly sad or anything
Sorry Brenda I doubt that I can go out with you tomorrow, but.. perhap I can
it is your decision, if you still wanna go catch that movie.

I seriously hate superstitious people.
example like those old people. I think none of the old ones in each and everyone of our family isn't superstitious.
when somebody in your family die, you can't have your hair cut, can't wash your hair. blah blah blah.
I don't remember hearing our school DM saying it's alright not to cut your hair when one of your family member is dead.
They just couldn't care. Just saying so because I just dislike people like my mother.

right now I don't even know I will be at Clinton's bbq. My mum keep saying whatever shit say saturday is the most important day blah blah blah !
like hello? I don't even remember any important day when my father's mum died.
Oh !!!
LOL I remember why. Because my father's mum is a christian/catholic (I don't know which)
and my mother's dad (who is just dead) is a buddhist.
Okay different, BUT that doesn't mean anything.
They are all just incredibly stubborn.
I'll go to Clinton's bbq. but I think I will be going at 5.

this is a little ugly


that all

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something like a miracle
Tuesday, November 27, 2007 11:52 PM

Right now, I'm so tired like I am suppose to be dead.
Went to hospital again, fortunately my gramp hadn't go yet
I must say he is enduring it well. But I think in another few more days...

went to the " kopitiam " at TTSH

ate this really nice 'Sweet and Sour Pork Rice'
okay I'm really sleepy now had to sleep.


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His dying...
Monday, November 26, 2007 11:23 PM

i'm not really going to post anything on my third day at genting.
basically. I just rush all the way back
my family and I depart from highland at around 10
after many many stops, we reached Singapore at around 6+

my mom went to see my gramp and I stayed at home.

Today, I had many dreams. Both nightmare and sweet dreams.
There is one that i kept repeating my dream, when I thought I already wake up. I am still in my dream again doing the same thing.
In that dream, I can't control my body well. I felt as if my body is a rock.
It take me everything just to move my arm and I can't move it fast. It is like laggy.
After around 5 times of doing the same thing, I finally woke up
The second is much more mystical, there is monster and everything. Even Ma XiaoLing from A date with vampire
HAHA
but dream are just dream, one thing for sure my gramp is going to die and that isn't a dream.
my sis wake me up and tell me that my gramp can't last for a few hours. So I quickly get up change my pant and went straight out with my mother and sis to TTSH to see my gramp for the last time.

I just got back home. As there isn't much to do.
But later if someone calls home.
I'll go to the hospital again.


no pictures for today


may you find peace gramp.

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second day at genting and reason
Friday, November 23, 2007 10:26 PM

The start of the second day is a boring one.
One of my aunt had no place to sleep in her room so she share with my mother.
I waking up early, didn't know what to do.
after washing my face and brushed my teeth, I decided that I should have a cup noodle.
we can't possibly eat food at genting everyday right. It cost money, plus I want to use my money wisely *HAHAHA*

so I had to walk all the way out to get my boiled water


some weird malaysia brand



after awhile later after I prepared finished.
my mum and I went out.









But before we went out. my mum got a call and say that my gramp got into the hospital again.
and some other stuff.

and so my mum went to tell other aunt which hadn't yet know the news.
and after much discussion. they decided that we should go back to Singapore.
so that is why, we didn't stay until Sunday night and I came back home at Saturday



we went walking around shops but didn't think of anything to buy.
then as we are on the first floor. we walk pass this stall and I saw a CHEESECAKE
suddenly my craving for the cake comes in.

and my mum went to buy








as we eat. we chat and chat and chat.

then we went back to the hotel. ( I forgot why )
and im suprise


in that short amount of time




and then we went out again.
seem like outdoor theme park is not a choice now

so we were walking randomly and saw my cousin
we then decided to have a game of pool and let the adult to go casino



then we went arcade


after few hours of playing
i called my mother up and we went to eat



and this time we really went shopping because tomorrow we had to go



after hours of buying stuff
my mum went to casino again
and me going back to my room




other cousin's . not the one that i play with
LOL


some of the things that I bought






because today is the last day.


i did a good job squeezing everything into the luggage





and I rest for awhile and went to watch Enchanted
midnight show.



Quite a comical movie
i love it when they sing
Prince Edward is charming and Giselle is so Pretty
Do know Prince Edward is James Marsden, Cyclops from X-men ?

and after the movie.
I went back to my room and sleep


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first day going to genting. second day will be here in awhile
Thursday, November 22, 2007 7:49 PM

Anyone misses me?
okay I came back home a little early. I'll explain later.
(date edited)

The First day I didn't even wink and I had to prepare myself to go out
I bathe I pack and I went straight out with my mother
we took a cab and we're among the first few to be there






when everyone reaches the bus was on it's way






okay I had to confess, it is REALLY tiring photoshopping all these pictures.




It is morning. SUNRISE !



Next. after a few hours. It was time for lunch
and the bus took us somewhere, somewhere whenever you are on the bus to genting.
the bus driver will take you there







after lunch
we head back to the bus and I had no choice but the cam-whore






okay, it's really starting to get bored in here







It's lucky that I prepare lots of songs inside my phone before I went to genting
I knew it will come in handy.
I listened it all the way throughout the many kilometers to genting.

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A FEW HOURS LATER

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with my PHONE.
what do you think.
nothing to do but just listening to songs and taking photograph











after about a hour





HURRAY !
ALMOST THERE



after afew minutes wait.





just when I thought I could a good comfy bed for resting.
we're again going to eat
all these eating can really make me fat




I got myself a soya bean drink.



my food sure served late !



after eating.
we went to do a little window shoping.
look on things here and there.
eyeing on stuff that I wanted to buy.
but soon. it's night so we eat dinner

YES EAT AGAIN !



and I think after eating dinner.
we went back hotel and tuck in.

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